I went to school because I wanted to be a nurse. I had no clue. I was excited. Wanted to cure everyone. What I learned very quickly was that not everyone is able to be fixed. Not everyone wants to be fixed. Everyone but them may want them to be fixed. Some people are ready to die. Over the years, I’ve seen so much, questioned so much, worried so much all about others. Those who want to live the most seem to die, those who abuse themselves, their bodies and are careless and don’t care, live forever. I use to immerse myself in their lives, their feelings and thank god I have learned to pull back from doing that or I’d never have survived.